Sunday, December 11, 2005

The fight is on....

It has been a rough couple of weeks. It seems the fight against my more base desires is never won. I wish I could blame all my weaknesses on the devil but I know it is me that is my enemy. I often grow weary of beating my own thoughts into submission, but music seems to help. Namely, early Stavesacre, helps me to focus my thoughts and engage in the battle. Reminding me where my "shelter from the ever present enemy" is. And that the " hardest part of letting go, is trusting You with everything, and laying bare my soul". Of course the higher the decibel level the better.


2wk :.:.:.: